Life sometimes comes as a cruel surprise. Within a second it can change all your beliefs, can shatter all your trust on which you have been building your future. I am in a state of surprise or should I call it a shock ? And have never been so suprised/shocked in my whole life. Donno anymore what else to expect from anyone. I dont feel like doing anything. Anything at all. Trying to work becuase thats why I am here for. But how can you work when your mind is constantly occupied by a single thought ! Nothing helps in this case. And something that can help, that you expect can help, never happens. Right now I feel rejected, dejected ! The whole faith in life is gone, vanished ! The whole trust is betrayed ! I donno what I did to deserve this. You can not take back everything you say, even if you want. The damage is done. How many times can one bear the rejection ?
For me the best friend is a book. I try to forget things by burying myself in a book, whatever it is about. And the book I started reading today could not have come in my hand in a more proper situation, in more proper state of my mind. It talks about an individual's view towards life. I see it in one way, you see it in a different way. But both are ways of life.
For me the best friend is a book. I try to forget things by burying myself in a book, whatever it is about. And the book I started reading today could not have come in my hand in a more proper situation, in more proper state of my mind. It talks about an individual's view towards life. I see it in one way, you see it in a different way. But both are ways of life.
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