Had been thinking of updating the blog for past few days, but either its work or its laziness which stopped me from doing so. Work has been pretty tiring for last couple of months; tiring because I am doing a work which I wasnt supposed to do! I feel my time is getting wasted on this piece of work. I dont have any other choice but to do it cause my guide wanted me to do it and the other person who was supposed to do it is has happily avoided it! Not that I dont have any interest in this work, but its about time. In my fifth year of PhD, I dont want to do some work which is not going to help me in my thesis! It is as simple as that...
Though am not in my best mood, there are few good things I want to write about. First one is about my family's visit here. Had been asking my father to make a trip to bangalore for quite some time and finally he did it. Parents, younger brother, sister-in-law (elder brother's wife) and nephew Abhinav were here for about 10 days this month. Had a wonderful time with them, specially with Abhi who will be two years old in coming Feb. He is extremely naughty but cute and sweet also. Have taken lots of pictures and movies. Wil be a great present for him when he grows up...
Got another great news yday... my friend swagata gave birth to a baby boy. She sounded so so happy when I called her today. sometimes its hard to imagine that that old friend of mine is a proud mother now... when i told this to a friend of mine today, he said that whenever he hears one of his friends is getting married, he thinks that he is getting older (he is not married by the way). yes, of course we are getting older. but again its a question of whether one wants to think about it or not. and i think it also depends on ones mood. in a happy mood one might not think of getting old but a sad one may make u think like that.
Have been in the lab the whole day without doing a single thing. Suddenly I feel my heart is completely empty! I feel like crying out but that is not going to help me. There are so many good things happening or about to happen but cant get rid of that feeling. I know what it is all about but donno how to take care of that. havent learnt it in all these days! I try not to do it but suddenly in a moment everything goes out of my hands before I can even realize. I do try to understand but at the same time I want someone else also to understand me. Sadly, that sometimes doesnt happen and I am asked to be content and not to do certain things which I cant help! Its like a circular puzzle, it goes on and on and on... and it is probably going to be solved only when I am out of my present place! Well, time is the best healer and it will tell me whether my puzzle has a solution or not.
Though am not in my best mood, there are few good things I want to write about. First one is about my family's visit here. Had been asking my father to make a trip to bangalore for quite some time and finally he did it. Parents, younger brother, sister-in-law (elder brother's wife) and nephew Abhinav were here for about 10 days this month. Had a wonderful time with them, specially with Abhi who will be two years old in coming Feb. He is extremely naughty but cute and sweet also. Have taken lots of pictures and movies. Wil be a great present for him when he grows up...
Got another great news yday... my friend swagata gave birth to a baby boy. She sounded so so happy when I called her today. sometimes its hard to imagine that that old friend of mine is a proud mother now... when i told this to a friend of mine today, he said that whenever he hears one of his friends is getting married, he thinks that he is getting older (he is not married by the way). yes, of course we are getting older. but again its a question of whether one wants to think about it or not. and i think it also depends on ones mood. in a happy mood one might not think of getting old but a sad one may make u think like that.
Have been in the lab the whole day without doing a single thing. Suddenly I feel my heart is completely empty! I feel like crying out but that is not going to help me. There are so many good things happening or about to happen but cant get rid of that feeling. I know what it is all about but donno how to take care of that. havent learnt it in all these days! I try not to do it but suddenly in a moment everything goes out of my hands before I can even realize. I do try to understand but at the same time I want someone else also to understand me. Sadly, that sometimes doesnt happen and I am asked to be content and not to do certain things which I cant help! Its like a circular puzzle, it goes on and on and on... and it is probably going to be solved only when I am out of my present place! Well, time is the best healer and it will tell me whether my puzzle has a solution or not.
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